mariaRose247

You thought you had won but you were wrong. You're relapsing. You're falling into the same trap. You're feeling the same cold emotions that you did the first time. The same pain. The same sorrow. The same sense of hopelessness. The same treachery. The same evil. The same feeling that comes with that sad expression that creeps onto your face and stays there. The same pressure of the world collapsing around you. The same want for help. The same desire to cry. The same loss. The same self loathing. Perhaps the only difference is that this time, you know what you're doing wrong. You know it's your fault. And you know that

How can we walk around, so blind to everyone else around us? So deaf to the woes and weeping of the ones we care about most, yet so alert to those we hardly know? Why do we choose to stand alone in a darkened abyss, when the light is so close at hand? Why must our lives and our loves be torn apart, tearing at each other in an endless painful flow? We wander aimlessly through life with no clue of where to go and what do. Our leashes pull us back, but we fight, hurting, hoping, hunting for a way to get through. Through with everything that makes our lives hard, we search for more, maybe we can find something, someone that can make it

I am your deepest desire. I have more radiance than you, or anyone can ever acquire. I give hope to many a soul. I am the opposite of death's gloomy toll. I am your glowing, eternal flame. I am the one that always takes the blame. I am the fierce resistance that you own, the one that makes you realise your never alone. But ever cross me, or go against my will. . . I'll be your nightmare, the one you find too scary to be anything but absurd. I am unpredicable, i'll take over your mind. I can be the cruelest thing you'll ever find. I am the most beautiful thing you'll ever see. I can take your soul and let it soar for eternity.